Just a little on who I am. I'm a wife and mother but beyond that I'm a "warrior". I have no super powers, no super strength, but I've got a lot of fight, stubbornness, drive all wrapped up in a tiny package with the mouth of a trucker!
My filter broke a long time ago so if your easily offended, then shits going to get real.
You could say my childhood prepared for my life.
My job skill, I've always busted my ass and put my all into everything I've done, I was raised to work. Kids were mentioned to be seen and not heard, I once went two weeks without talking and no one noticed, not even at school. So let's just say I have the worst communication skills, I'm a great listener tho. That and my tolerance for pain, I went threw a lot as a child but I'm not here to rekindle old memories of torture, I'm here to talk about my current torture.
I was diagnosed with RSD Stage 1 also known as CRPS. Now there's little known about CRPS, no treatment and no cures. Even though there's documents back to the first war describing, soldiers feeling intense pain with the feeling or fire or ice, even after an injury had healed.
The day my injury happened...
I was ecstatic, I had has severe lower back problems, and I finally found a doctor with a solution! Epidural Pain Blocker down my spine, then I can go back to work.
Well after 2cc out of ?? I woke up on the table, whaling my left arm, creaming I was on Fire! I felt like someone lite me on fire! The Doctor started screaming to hold still the needle was still in my spine! In recovery my skull down my spine down my left arm was straight FIRE!!
I'm going on year 6 of fire headaches and now the RSD has spread to both my hands and both arms, my hands swell up, sometimes hurt to touch or be touched. My arms feel like I hit my funny bone, that feeling hasn't gone away in 6 months, with the occasional flair feeling like someone's trying to rip my tenders threw my elbow, fun right!?
The first year was my worst, I hadn't been diagnosed, doctors and people looked at me crazy when I said I felt like I was on fire! I so badly wanted to lay down on the rail road tracks! This is my up and down journey getting my voice back and giving CRPS/RSD AWARENESS.
If you see me in public and ask how I'm doing I'll tell you good, or I'm fine!
On here you won't get that answer! ✌️😝
My filter broke a long time ago so if your easily offended, then shits going to get real.
You could say my childhood prepared for my life.
My job skill, I've always busted my ass and put my all into everything I've done, I was raised to work. Kids were mentioned to be seen and not heard, I once went two weeks without talking and no one noticed, not even at school. So let's just say I have the worst communication skills, I'm a great listener tho. That and my tolerance for pain, I went threw a lot as a child but I'm not here to rekindle old memories of torture, I'm here to talk about my current torture.
I was diagnosed with RSD Stage 1 also known as CRPS. Now there's little known about CRPS, no treatment and no cures. Even though there's documents back to the first war describing, soldiers feeling intense pain with the feeling or fire or ice, even after an injury had healed.
The day my injury happened...
I was ecstatic, I had has severe lower back problems, and I finally found a doctor with a solution! Epidural Pain Blocker down my spine, then I can go back to work.
Well after 2cc out of ?? I woke up on the table, whaling my left arm, creaming I was on Fire! I felt like someone lite me on fire! The Doctor started screaming to hold still the needle was still in my spine! In recovery my skull down my spine down my left arm was straight FIRE!!
I'm going on year 6 of fire headaches and now the RSD has spread to both my hands and both arms, my hands swell up, sometimes hurt to touch or be touched. My arms feel like I hit my funny bone, that feeling hasn't gone away in 6 months, with the occasional flair feeling like someone's trying to rip my tenders threw my elbow, fun right!?
The first year was my worst, I hadn't been diagnosed, doctors and people looked at me crazy when I said I felt like I was on fire! I so badly wanted to lay down on the rail road tracks! This is my up and down journey getting my voice back and giving CRPS/RSD AWARENESS.
If you see me in public and ask how I'm doing I'll tell you good, or I'm fine!
On here you won't get that answer! ✌️😝
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